Just a few pictures of our plate wall, that sometimes seems a bit like one of those puzzles where you can't just change one thing, but always have to change everything because each small change shakes the balance of the whole system. Today is the first day of school in our area again, which also shakes a balance, our life's balance. Not even in a big way: none of our girls is going to school yet, the only one leaving for school today was Helmut, to start teaching again. Which of course marks the end of our summer holiday, something that leaves me feeling sort of sad. Kind of funny actually, because in a way the difference between 'normal life' and holiday has never been smaller than in these last few years.
As far as I can remember, I've always dreaded going back to normal life after the holidays. As a kid I hated going back to school again, after the freedom I experienced during the holiday. I'm sure there were also reasons to be happy to be back in school, but in general the feeling of having to return to 'the system' with its ongoing rules and routines predominated.
I'm still not very good with routines and involuntary structures, and sometimes I wonder what it'll be like when Rosa starts in school in December. I'm sure the daily school structure will change our life's slightly chaotic balance, but mainly I hope that Rosa's going to enjoy being part of the school system more than I used to do. We've chosen the Waldorf school that's only one block away from our home for her, that seems so cozy and enjoyable that even I would want to go there every day ;). I really do hope that Rosa will feel the same way.
Meanwhile I keep rearranging: I bought the pink House of Rym plate in Antwerp last month, and when I finally had everything back in position, I bought a few more that are currently waiting for their spot. Ah well, I'm sure we'll soon all find our balance again!